The Beautiful Idea

Image Of The Storefront of The Beautiful Idea. Photo is divided into sections, with some of them being replaced with white and drawn over.

With the exception of prints and merchandise from the store, all art was created by Alissa Emond for this project

The Downtown mall is a bustle of activity on the weekends. The weather has just turned pleasant enough to bike down from campus, the breeze keeps me from sweating, and the trees have started to reawaken for spring. Locals and tourists alike shop and dine or just take the opportunity to get some fresh air. There are very few public seating areas that aren’t enclosed to restaurants outside, so I sit on the cobblestone, fumbling with a recorder the size of my head and a plethora of notes. In front of me sits The Beautiful Idea. 

The Beautiful Idea, a trans-owned, antifascist store that offers access to queer vendors throughout Charlottesville, accessible provisions for those who need them, and a comfortable spot to relax or engage with the community within.

Every part of the store has a unique story to tell. Here, I invite you to explore these parts of the body through my eyes, though I also encourage you to do so on your own in person if you are able:

Exploring The Beautiful Idea:

 
  • The store name is written on the browsing glass in lilac swirls, behind it rests a collection of colorful jewelry, shirts, and books. Between them, an orange fox peeks out to watch the passerbys. There is a small cart in front of the store, it is a library. Two men are standing there, talking about the copy of Voltaire’s candide. Leaving them, you can step into the roofed entrance that leads into the store. As you pass by the sign announcing that the restroom is available to all, the door swings open and you’re led inside.

  • As music streams from a small speaker on the wall and the sounds of conversations fill your ears, the first thing that fills your eyes are the colorful display shelves and clothing racks of watercolor art prints, glittery stickers, assortments of accessories, knitted sweaters, and more. This variety of wares comes from The Beautiful Idea’s thirty-two vendors, with artists who have either permanently or temporarily installed themselves in the front of the store, on the walls, or occassionally at a booth outside. The first permanent vendor, Critter Butts, has the largest display: a colelction of lithographic animals dance across shirts and postcards. Thumbing through the clothing rack you discover that yes, sometimes the animals are displaying their backsides.

  • Leaving the vendors, you reach a circle of bright bookshelves, a handpainted F12 sign hangs above. As your eyes pass over the spines, labels divide the works by genre. Indigenous perspectives, African American history, feminist works, literature for parents of queer kids, queer fiction, a collection of zines on the side. Leaf through them to see if any works catch your eye.

  • If you need a place to rest your legs or read that book you just picked up, you can head behind F12 to find a circle of well-loved leather couches. Sitting down, you can still peek your head over the bookshelves and see the antifascist and trans flags hanging above the vendor spots. If someone else is reading near you, likely, a conversation will easily arise.

    If you go to the bathroom, you will find a room covered floor to ceiling in signatures, drawings, stickers. You can try to pick out certain messages if you’d like; many of them are very positive, a cat drawing here and there, an instagram handle underneath a song reccommendation. The only place you won’t find a single mark is on the mirror, with a sign kindly asking for it to remain this way.

  • Returning from the bathroom, you see an area of the store gently covered by a light blue curtain. Stepping behind it reveals Field Day Boutique, one of the largest vendors installed in-shop. A queer-owned pleasure shop, the walls are ligned with different toys, tools, accessories, and little notecards explaining the different options to meet many needs, even gender-reaffirming ones. In the corner? A little disco ball. Classy.

  • Once you’ve filled your arms with everything you wish to purchase, you can walk over to the counter. Take your time looking at all the stickers as you go to the register. The people behind the counter are friendly, likely chatting with each other or a customer (new or returning) or running back and forth to help the vendor set up the table outside. On your visit, it is a volunteer who sits there crocheting with bright red yarn. As they bag your items, you have the opportunity to see one last vendor; a baker no bakery sign offering gelato sandos above a mini fridge.

Hand-drawn map of the beautiful idea scanned and digitally traced

Your items are placed in a paper bag and your shopping time may be over for the day, but that doesn’t mean your time in the store has to end. You’re welcome to stay as long as you like while the store is open; you can rejoin the people chatting or reading in the back corner, sit and vibe with the music while you take a moment for yourself, or maybe you’re like me and you start to wonder “how did we get a place like this in the downtown mall? Why does it feel so welcoming, and can I do more with my time here?”

If you want to ask these questions, but maybe you’re a little bit too shy to ask them yourself, you can join me as I attempt to answer some of those questions throughout this blog, as well as continue to share my own experiences getting to know the community that finds itself within this store.

(Please feel encouraged to go talk to the store owners if you end up at The Beautiful Idea, they are all wealths of knowledge and sage queer wisdom. For the information in this blog I was able to interview Senlin Means and Ellie Picard, however, I was not able to run into Dylan West or Joan Kovach during my visits)

A safe space, a welcome respite, an education, a rallying cry, a Beautiful Idea!

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A safe space, a welcome respite, an education, a rallying cry, a Beautiful Idea! *

What is their story?

I purchased this print from The Beautiful Idea during my first visit (which was for this project). The ‘Be Ungovernable’ print, in my eyes, is a classic from Critter Butts. I’d seen it taped to a few of the Lawn Rooms during my first year here in Charlottesville, and I’d always wanted one of my own. Having previously talked myself out of buying it at an IX park market, it now proudly hangs outside of my own room.

Laying the Foundation:

The Beautiful Idea started in many different spaces across time. For Senlin Means, this began a few years earlier with her F12 bookstore, an anti-fascist pop-up based in Visible Records. At the same time, Dylan West and Joan Kovach, partners and founders of Critter Butts, had been growing and finding success in selling their shirts, prints, and stickers at markets like those held at IX park. Ellie Picard joined Senlin at F12, and the two of them began looking to expand and settle into a physical space, with Ellie in particular recalling the positive reception of the queer shop-visitors naturally accumulating in a set-up social space, no matter how makeshift. Eventually, after partnering with Critter Butts, the store was able to come to fruition on 5th Main St. just off of Heather Heyer Way. Finally, in September of 2023, The Beautiful Idea opened its doors, and it’s been a flurry of activity and movement ever since.

When designing the store, there was a focus on what the store was supposed to represent from the start. The owners knew the importance of having a store run by four openly trans people and wanted the themes of community, safety, and education to come before profits. This will be explored more in a later section, as I feel the process of how the community has changed and grown speaks on how the store is nourished internally and externally. Still, initially the focus on this was placed in the lounge area of the store, as the lounge is meant to act as a respite for anyone who needs it during the daytime, whether that’s a tourist looking to rest their legs, trans and queer locals looking for a spot to have lunch, or an unhoused person looking for respite from the outdoors.

The name for The Beautiful Idea is also significant in capturing the store's ideology and its overall spirit. Coming from the old anarchist phrase about how anarchism is a beautiful thing, the store wanted to focus on this as well as how everything about the store- its trans representation, its safeness, its welcoming arms- are all beautiful, radical, rallying cries.

Missions of the Community

  • Being a Safe Space

    As mentioned previously, The Beautiful Idea is dedicated to being a respite for those who need it. Sometimes, even just being a location that is centered around highlighting voices of underrepresented communities can be all a person needs to feel seen and heard. Beyond that, the community within has cultivated an aura of openness and solidarity through both the items being sold and the members who visit often.

  • Protecting Values

    The Beautiful Idea is very upfront about what it represents and stands for, and this creates a visible set of expectations for each person who visits the store. The store and its owners are very kind about answering questions about the stores values, but have no tolerance for people who try to disrespect it or other storegoers.

  • Elevating Voices

    The Beautiful Idea is able to use its store functionality to highlight the voices of others. Queer and radical books take up almost all of F12’s shelves rather than just being a small section (like you would see with other stores), meaning that a wider variety of topics and people within these fields can be heard. The store also highlights local voices and artists with their vendors in-shop as well as the temporary vending spots they offer for newer artists to get an in on the practice.

Nourishing The Beautiful Community

The Beautiful Idea’s community is constantly changing and growing, with a variety of opportunities allowing for people to naturally ease in and stay as long as they’d like; a constant flow of new and returning members. The Beautiful Idea is not unique in its use of the location as a place for different events, but many of the events they do hold are quite distinctive, especially for the city. Some of the events include art workshops, live music nights and queer open-mics, story times for kids every other Sunday morning, and other events range from information workshops, social meet-cutes for ages 30+, and weekly Trans Fridays.

Some of these events developed as a natural part of an art/book shop, others respond to needs of the community (especially the information workshops like the ones to counter anti-fascism and practicing solidarity), and some pop up because, as Ellie Picard states, they were just looking for more ways to take this space that they own and use it to come up with more excuses for people to hang out.

“One of our first Fridays open I was like "I'm bored and I want more people in the shop," so I put out a story on Instagram that said "Trans Hangout tonight and every Friday night" and people started turning up. And now we have this constant little thing that people come to ever week and that's great.”

-Ellie Picard

My favorite part of how this beautiful community is nourished goes back to the development of the shop as a space. Initially, the front of the store was just a vendor space, but after the Little Free Fridge asked if the store would host a space for people to have access to free food, the rest of the access services they offer, free menstruation supplies, other sanitary items like masks, and access to sterile and safe drug-use equipment (part of Charlottesville’s Harm Reduction program run by Senlin). All of these efforts grew over time from a handful of different sources, a company based in Visible Records, a group of school students, the community of store patrons, all of which were drawn to the TBI’s openness to incorporating these different programs and systems of care.

On that note, having a store that incorporates those spaces of care is important in a way that not many people think of when considering what a store could be. Sometimes it’s hard to notice how unseen you feel in everyday life until you walk into a place that feels like it’s made just for you. Personally, I’ve always loved going to bookstores and looking through the sections, and I would always spend those first few minutes scouring for the tiny part of the shelves that I felt belonged to me. It’d be a handful of books under the label ‘LGBT’ and usually nothing more. It’d be a loose scattering of fiction and non-fiction, and probably no authors I was interested in. Until I stepped into The Beautiful Idea, I don’t think it struck me how much I never had until I found a place that did have that, and it showed me how much these voices and opinions can and should matter.

☆ My Night at Trans Night

☆ My Night at Trans Night

When coming to The Beautiful Idea, I had been mostly visiting during normal store operations times, and knew that I wanted to experience one of the events the community organized. Ellie recommended Trans Night, which has a consistent but not constricted time frame (meaning people can show up and stay whenever and for as long as they’d like to). I went to the event with the idea to potentially ask around the group to gather more information for this project: how long people had been coming to The Beautiful Idea and Trans Night, what they like most about it, etc. However, I found that after about ten minutes of introductions, I was much more interested in meeting and getting to everyone who showed up. I found myself remembering names and faces not to record here, but in case I decided to go back another Friday. The conversations were lively and the energy naturally flowed so that everyone could be included if they desired. I spent a lot of time hanging out with two other first-timers who had recently moved to Charlottesville and were looking to get into communities in the area. I was glad to be able to share my perspectives and also hear the stories of some older queer folks who I found to be good role models.

Overall, I was very grateful to be part of the effort to help the community grow more, even if it was on a very small scale, and I have been eagerly anticipating the next Friday evening I’m able to go.


Navigating Difficulties and Reaching New Communities

As one could imagine, running a store with four owners is not easy. Store-owning practice usually only accommodates one or two, and the business owners were not exactly close when getting TBI started (with the exception of Dylan and Joan, who had been partners and business partners for a while before). According to both Senlin and Ellie, it took a while for the group to learn how to navigate their different work expectations and styles within the store, but their anarchist belief that the most successful outcomes are formed from this tension and willingness to work together have allowed them to overcome the challenges that come their way.

When asked about what challenges the store bumps into regarding other parts of the store beyond management, I found that the store is both proud of its current state and looking for new ways to reach new communities. It has reached a comfortable state where it does not feel pressure to expand and knows that it is a healthy space for people to come and find respite. In terms of pushback against the store and its beliefs, it has been “not nothing, but surprisingly smooth.” As Ellie Picard states, they receive more negative attention from anti-homeless people and anger at the pro-Palestine sign right by the front entrance than from anti-LGBT people. One area that The Beautiful Idea has been trying to reach is the queer POC community, a struggle that they are continuously aware of and not entirely sure of how to close the gap in their own space.

“We do sincerely try to take care of and look out for each other and not trample each other's interests and desires in how we manage the store... As anarchists, we can't have certain power struggles when we're opposed to the idea of power... And we [anarchists] often have the tools to manage these kinds of situations”.

-Ellie Picard

Visit The Beautiful Idea Yourself!

Hours
Monday—closed
Tues-Thurs—11am–8pm Fri-Sat—10am-9pm Sunday—11am-7pm

Please consider dropping by the store if you get a chance! You can go to just browse, read, and hangout or go to one of their events/workshops that TBI keeps on their site calendar or their Instagram!

*Note that these times reflect their Spring Season Hours! These will change so be sure to check their website and Instagram!

Location
441 E Main St
Charlottesville, VA 22902